The rains came down in sheets just as the small group closed
the door to nature’s anger. Leila didn’t like that the dog had entered with
everyone else but a sudden loud clap of thunder softened her heart somewhat
towards the animal. “Just this one time”, she thought, “don’t get used to it.”
Leila lead the two men into the kitchen, it had always been
the most used room in her home. A butcher block table sat in front of a five
sided bay window, it was here that they settled down. Shiloh, now and forever
more known as Titus, curled up on the floor by his master’s feet. They sat in
silence, listening to the music of the rain, mesmerized by the deceptively
soothing sound. Television and weather reports were something from long ago
now, so there was no way of them knowing that the storm was born of a hurricane
traveling northward along the east coast. The storm that was currently
providing a moment of peace would drop more than six inches of rain over the
next hour.
“Well I don’t think we will have rabbit stew today Grandma.
I had it in the big pot ready to boil but the rain would have doused the fire
already.” Rockrider sounded disappointed.
“Maybe the rain will stop soon and we can have a late
supper. That is if the whole pot, rabbit and all doesn’t float away.” Leila
turned to Savalli, “The rabbit was compliments of your dog.”
Savalli laughed, “Titus loves to chase rabbits and he
usually catches them too. My own cooking skills are rather limited, the mention
of rabbit stew sounded wonderfully delicious.”
“I’m afraid it would be raw, cold and not very delicious.
Let’s hope this rain ends soon. We have stored some dry wood in the cellar just
for these occasions.”
“And these are the occasions when I miss the convenience of
gas stoves and microwaves.” The little man lamented.
Rockrider asked, “What is a microwave?”
Savalli laughed again, “Does your grandmother ever speak of
the days of past?”
“I try not to.” Leila chimed in.
“Oh dear lady, the only way to hold on to the past is to
speak of it. Not to make assumptions or to sound rude, but you must be old
enough to remember the days before the desolation.”
A small smile appeared on Leila’s face, “I try not to think
that I am old enough, but the truth
is I am. I choose not to talk about the days before the wars and desolation. I would have to travel through the memories of
those terrible days in order to get to the memories of the good ones.”
Savalli paused for a moment, first looking at Rockrider then
turning to Leila, “For many all we have left is our memories. To lose those or
have them held hostage by evil means they
win. I have hope that this battle has not been lost, that good will still
triumph. For our young people, those born after the invasions, after all the destruction,
for them not to know what the world was like means they cannot know what was
lost or even worse, what the world could be. They have never savored the taste
of true freedom,” he paused, “or a cup of coffee for that matter.”
“Grandma is not the only person that doesn’t speak about
those times. Autumn’s uncle is old too and she told me that he never says
anything about the past days.”
Ignoring the “old too”, Leila replied, “It is difficult for
many to think about, I hope Autumn understands her uncle’s reluctance. He is a
good man.” Autumn was Rockrider’s best friend. She was a year younger than him.
She had followed him everywhere when they were small children. Her mother had
died earlier that year from pneumonia, now most of her time was spent caring
for her uncle. He was older than his sister, Autumn’s mother, by almost twenty
years. He had lost the use of his eyes about the same time Autumn had been
born.
”She understands. She stopped asking him about the past long
ago. But every so often she forgets and asks him a question but he doesn’t
answer, he just grunts.” Rockrider replied to Leila and then turned to Savalli,
“Can you tell me something?”
Savalli looked at Leila, waiting for her approval before
answering her grandson’s request. She turned her glaze to the large window, the
rain seemed to be getting heavier, ignoring her hope that it would end soon.
She wanted to be outside, walking, not thinking. There was a time when
Rockrider asked endless questions about the old days only to hear silence (at
least she hadn’t grunted). She looked back at the little man who had
interrupted her quiet life and gave a silent answer to his silent question, she
nodded yes.
“I will do my best”, answered Savalli.
“Is all this,” Rockrider gestured by spreading his hands
apart as far as they would reach, “is all this because of God?”
Savalli paused, “You know of God?”
Rockrider laughed, “The only
thing from the past that grandma talks about is God!” He posed his question
again, “So did God do all this?”
The silent pause was longer this time, even Titus seemed to
notice by shifting his position slightly and looking up at his master.
Savalli cleared his throat, “No, God did not do all of this.
This is evil, God is good. But I believe that God is in everything, He is
always there. Without Him, the evil would have already won. Now, why do you ask
such a question? You could have asked about anything, microwaves, football,
girls…but you asked about God.”
“Because that’s what so many people think. They talk about a
book called the Bible. They say that the desolation is in the Bible.”
Savalli reached up and touched his left breast pocket.
Inside was his the last copy of the Bible. Years ago his library’s shelves had
been lined with different bibles he had collected during his lifetime. His
house along with the church had been set on fire by the first invaders,
everything reduced to ash. The death of his books, that was how he thought of
it, a death, was one he still mourned.
“The Bible speaks of the Abomination
of Desolation, but that is not this. This is the evil of many men, not an
evil man.” He touched the pocket that concealed his Bible again.
“What about the Incubus?
They are demons.” Rockrider asked.
“So they claim. I am not convinced,” Savalli continued, “Why
don’t I tell you about the beginning, and then if you have questions maybe we
will explore them?”
Leila glanced out the window again, the rain and wind looked
as if they wanted to stay a while. She turned to her grandson, “Why don’t you
grab some of the bottled water from the basement, and bring up some dried
fruit. We should at least feed our guest before he entertains us.”
“Yes ma’am.” Rockrider bounded down the stairs.
“You may begin something that you will regret. He is very
inquisitive.” Leila warned Savalli.
“No worries. I love to talk about the beginning; it helps to
remind me that the end has not yet come. Besides I am made aware each morning
by old joints and diminishing muscles that I am not getting any younger. I have
been in search of someone to carry on the stories; perhaps your grandson is
that person.”
As if on cue Rockrider bounded back into the kitchen
carrying three bottles of water and a bag of dried fruit, he handed the old man
a bottle, “Rain water we collect, it tastes pretty good.”
“Thank you.” Savalli took a sip from the bottle, the water
lubricated his windpipes. He would need more before he finished talking; it was
almost six hours before the rain and his story ended.
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